Breaking Glass

Breaking Glass



Starting tomorrow I will begin the ABC diet (Ana Boot Camp). This isn't my first time with ABC. My first experience with ABC was pretty successful- I am in no way encouraging this diet to anyone, this is solely my own trial. I had to quit, however, because I was in school and loaded with classes, homework, and a full time job. Now that school is finished I'm ready to give it another go around. I will be posting daily updates and comments about my exercise and weight. This mainly so that I stay on top of this leaving no room for slack. Below I'll post the main gist of the ABC diet followed by my workout routine :) Wish me luck!!

Day 1: 500 calories (or less)
Day 2: 500 calories (or less)
3: 300 calories
4: 400 calories
5: 100 calories
6: 200 calories
7: 300 calories
8: 400 calories
9: 500 calories
10: Fast
11: 150 calories
12: 200 calories
13: 400 calories
14: 350 calories
15: 250 calories
16: 200 calories
17: Fast
18: 200 calories
19: 100 calories
20: Fast
21: 300 calories
22: 250 calories
23: 200 calories
24: 150 calories
25: 100 calories
26: 50 calories
27: 100 calories
28: 200 calories
29: 200 calories
30: 300 calories
31: 800 calories
32: Fast
33: 250 calories
34: 350 calories
35: 450 calories
36: Fast
37: 500 calories
38: 450 calories
39: 400 calories
40: 350 calories
41: 300 calories
42: 250 calories
43: 200 calories
44: 200 calories
45: 250 calories
46: 200 calories
47: 300 calories
48: 200 calories
49: 150 calories
50: Fast

If anyone has tried this before please leave comments about your own experience.

The Beginning

I've been a Mia for the past eight years on and off. When I was in middle school my parents divorced, shattering my perfect little life. Food became my ever-comforting friend, turning my athletic body into something repulsive and disgusting. I fell into the habit of purging everything I ate when I was around 14 and ultimately gained a better, thinner version of my old self. Unfortunately that didn't last long. My little sister (she's a clone of Barbie, absolutely gorgeous) started asking me questions about Mia and it really scared me. So I quit. Flash forward to today...

I am fat, disgusting, a blob of filth. I need to change, to start living my life. I can't return to Mia, she was so good to me when I needed her, but her effects have started to show recently and I have to move on. This is my new journey with Mia's best friend Ana. I'm tired of living in this fat suit, I know the real me is trapped somewhere inside, dying to be set free.

As I look into the eyes of the girl staring back at me, I see pain, guilt, loneliness, hate, and longing. This girl longs to be set free. My hands ball into fists as tears stream down eyes once familiar. I look away too ashamed to face her, knowing there is nothing I can do to free her from her glass prison. Strength long buried deep inside starts to surface as my hands shake with fear and anger. I hear the shattering of glass before I know what is happening. Shards fall down around me, drops of crimson hit the floor. I look up into the face of a beautiful thin girl smiling back at me. I am free.